Sea of Electrons, An Air

An air of pretty, was sheDressed up, done upMaybe in her pajamasHer beauty wasn’t for meNeither was her loveI was so dumbCan’t breatheAn air of music, did she sing?Her siren’s songA love gone wrongWhat she said to meBe goneIt wasn’t so longCan’t breatheAn air of feeling, where her fingers ledHow I dreamed up her thighsA keyboard saying, I wasn’t her guyAs if I was a monster like FredWhy didn’t I

Checkered Past

Jumped and thumpedBumped and dumpedAcross this board called lifeWhy must I fightA game I don’t want to playAnywayBut here I am todayWith dreams to be kingIsn’t that the thingA dream to winI do but sinAnd am made falseAt such costWaiting for that final lossChecked again and againWhere do I beginTo leave such a predicamentConfidence?When I am surroundedAstoundedYet boundedTo head to the other

Drowning In Because

A pool too deepAngels flyBut where will your feetLieI’m drowning becauseIt’s you I seekDrowning because of usA lake too coldYou are my light, so warmBut you I could never holdIf I were never bornI’m drowning becauseYou, I’ll never knowDrowning because of usA river too dirtyCorrupted, violated, muddyYou were naughty and flirtyAnd I wanted lusty and sluttyI’m drowning becauseI was so nerdyDrowning